It's NOT the load but the way you CARRY it....

 

      Stepping out on FAITH is easier said than done. A constant theme in my writing is giving it over to God. No matter how intelligent, educated and driven we are if we don't understand that The Lord directs our steps than we are truly lost.

     I don't want to get Preachy on anyone. Although I was raised in the church as a Child of Christ I live my life on my own terms. I am spiritual and believe that not only does God exist but He lives inside each and every one of us.

   I AM A WHINER. I complain a lot although subconsciously I know that if I let The Lord lead He will take me places I never dreamed of. See the best thing about dreaming is that it not only occupies your time but it also motivates you to dream bigger each time one of your dreams is fulfilled. As a young woman all I wanted was to be independent, have a family and help people. I feel so complete when I can help someone. It isn't a facade. I really enjoy being there for others. It is the calling God placed inside of me.

   What I am working on is my ability to see the good in every situation. God places us in positions that sometimes are uncomfortable so that we can emerge better and not bitter. Betrayal, letdowns and disappointments only prepare us to embrace the joys, celebrations and accomplishments better. Have you ever been to a wedding or baby shower for a couple who have been through everything and remained committed to growing their love? It's such a joyous occasion.

   I don't have the answers to all life's mysteries. I do know that through it all the journey is worth the setbacks, detours and roadblocks. Your breakthrough is just around the corner. Regardless of what obstacles you encounter in life if you take the high road you will reach your destination. It's not the load but the way you carry it that counts.